destroy what destroys you

I created this about a year ago and never used it. this is kind of going to be a journal thing? way too many people that know me follow my main blog.

I'm 17 and not in a good place right now.
trigger warning
I don't promote self harm or any mental health issues.

My scars are fading and that only makes me want to cut even more. But since It’s summer that can’t happen

I shouldn’t be feeling like I this.

We have more than enough food.
We have a house.
My family is financially stable.
Everyone is reasonably healthy.
We have no issues with drugs or alchol in the family.
No one in my family is handicapped in anyway.
I have an above average IQ apparently.
Both my parents are employed.
I’m in a good school.
My sister is in a great university.

And yet I still want to cut again everyday. I feel worthless and everything seems pointless.

It’s getting really bad again and I don’t know what to do

“It’s so nice when someone remembers every detail about you.
Not because you keep reminding them, but because they pay attention to you.”
—   Micaela Castanheira (via d-ivinations)

(Source: wnq-writers, via let-me-die-in-your-arms-please)

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“You know you’re fucked when those late night thoughts start hitting you in the middle of the day.”
—   Literally fucked. (via c-ryan-gmeza)

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